Jude Character Diary

Jude Character Diary

Dear Diary,

I don't regret what I did to Lynette. I only apologized to get dad and Callum off my back. If not me it would've been someone else, someone to wake her up from her prison of denial, someone to set her free. That is what I did....set her free and anyone else who thinks otherwise be damned if they believe differently. Callum is just a kid and he has the mind of one as well. He couldn't possibly stomach, let alone understand what I did to Lynette and I don't blame him for being the way he is. Dad has sheltered him too much from the evil truth that is the society that we exist in as well as what our kind must do to survive and one day destroy it. Dad acted,no, pretended to be angry with me and all to save face for Callum. He should be ashamed of the fact that the same mouth that he uses to spread the real truth to strangers is the same mouth that is used to spout lies in  the presence of his own family. I can already see the way ahead, the future that not only awaits my family but perhaps my entire race. I love my father and I always will, but it is his weakness that is found in so many of our kind and it must be destroyed in order for us to gain true freedom. I see that it may just be my burden that is to carry my family and my race to prosperity. I once believed that it was his, but today I saw a man that I did not recognize a man that will hold us back, not lead us foward.